"The Beech Nut" by Shane Seely
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such hands could be so delicate
as he cracked the beech nut open
and offered me the tiny jewel of meat inside.
left fallow through the winter,
in which I might watch white-tailed deer
leap a fence or linger into dusk.
With a finger the girth and color
of a shovel handle, he nudged
and pried the soft nut free.
Those hands, which I had seen
as though they were returning the cap
to the jug of milk in the refrigerator.
Those hands, which I had seen
fix tractors, fell hemlocks,
lead cattle to their slaughter
exactly as the forest smelled
early in the winter, a little sweet,
with an overtone of something just beyond
Years later he would wait
with my mother and the hospice nurse
for death to come. With his hands
he would smooth the care-home’s gown,
in which the clouds are stained with blue
by the indefatigable sun, or he would fold
his hands across his chest.
Other times he would raise those hands
and say to the shadows in the room,
What can a strong man do to leave this life?